Pretty Wings

This has been by far one of the roughest weeks I've had since I've been in Denton. I worked a TON this week, because we were so short-staffed. I'm down to the wire in my last two major projects for the year, and I had a couple of small anxiety attacks last night because of my emetophobia.:( (Which was embarrassing, to say the least.) Here's the Awkward & Awesome rundown, and some of the many things I'm still thankful for, despite how crappy I feel right now.

Awkward:
-I've been training for my new Student Coordinator position (Yes, this girl got a promotion!) for a week and I already want to shoot myself. Somebody please remind me how nice that pay raise is going to feel.
-All these extra hours at work are killing me.
-My last two projects are due this next week. Which means happy-fun homework time all weekend. Yay...
-Even though I'm ready to leave my dorm, I'm not happy about all the packing I have to do.
-My emetophobia reared its ugly head last night at an outing for one of my good friends. One of the people with us got sick and as usual, I hyperventilated and RAN for the nearest exit. Also I hid across the street. Then I had a panic attack. Then I went home and had a couple in my sleep. Not. Cool. 
-I'm still a bit on edge. I've been very emotional and anxious today.
-Worked both of my jobs today. The. End.




Awesome:
-There are only ELEVEN more class days left before I get to go to East Texas for a little vacation before my Summer classes!:D I'M SO READY.
-I got a promotion!
-I've made good grades to close out this semester!
-I get to resign from my second job this next week. FINALLY. 
-This hellish week is finally over!
-I know I always have my best friend beside me, even when I'm panicky and emotional and not feeling like myself. I love you, Ethan:) <3
-I'm still standing through all my anxieties and I'm not giving up:) THREE MORE WEEKS AND TY SAYS JUST BRING IT!!
-I have officially decided that alcohol is not for me. I don't really drink, but I most def have no plans to start drinking any more frequently. I like my life, sober, and with my guy chilling:)
-I get to start shopping for cute stuff for the new apartment soon. Yes!


I'm thankful for...
-My loving boyfriend
-My health
-The fact that God gave me wisdom and class
-Repentance 
-My good grades!
-My job (most of the time)
-How close we are to the end of this semester!
-My new apartment
-New opportunities
-New days
-Cute Punk guys
-Glasses
-Coldplay;) (Don't judge!)

Enjoy this image of CM Punk, the Hot Guy of The Week. It made me smile:)

Love, Ty:)